Wow... long time no post!

I had no idea it had been two months since my last post! I really need to stay on top of this blog. Suffice to say the last few months have been insane. Master & I moved (yay!), and are finally mostly unpacked. There have been other things, but, this blog isn't really the place I need to drone on about work and etc...

Since the move, Master has reinstated a couple of our former rituals, and has at least one more in the works. These rituals fell by the wayside in the stress of moving and other things and I am so happy that they are back.

The first one that was reinstated is I am again wearing the "pajama collar" as we refer to it. This is the simple black leather collar with a small D-ring, that doesn't lock but simply snaps, that Master purchased for me to wear primarily while sleeping. I am very grateful for his kindness in having purchased a seperate pajama collar. This was bought after I had suffered sleepless nights and neck pain from the locking steel collar - which made me sad, I LOVE that collar, just is really rough on sleeping. So, every night, before it is sleepy time, Master changes me over from daytime collar to pajama collar. :)

The second ritual to be reinstated was binding me to the bed for sleep. This one was reinstated with a twist though. :) A twist that makes me very happy. Before, I was bound to the bed by way of a long rope that was tied to a bedpost, and then tied to a leather ankle cuff that was fastened onto me. Now, Master has it set up with a chain instead of a rope. Still using the leather cuff as attachment point. I don't know if its more comfortable (neither way is uncomfortable, honestly) but its more profound to me somehow. I have this thing in my brain that equates metal bondage (vs rope bondage) as being more "serious" than ropes, which to me seem evocative of "play". Now, I'm neither knocking play, nor saying ropes cannot be "serious" bondage. For me, wearing a steel collar, and being chained to Master's bed, just screams slavery to me, and really helps me to stay in that proper mindset. Plus, its just plain hot, lol.

So, that sums it up on rituals for now. Hmm, what else? Yesterday evening Master treated me to a few wonderful hours of BDSM play. It had been too long. I was actually really nervous, because I wasn't sure what to do, or what was going to happen, due to how "out of practice" i feel. Master assures me that after how enjoyable it was for him, this is something that will be happening with more frequency in the future. I sure hope so!

That's all for now. :) Hope all are well.